He says he loves you and he mean it too, he says he will be with you forever and you know he is a loyal man, you trust every word he says because you know him. You know he won’t ever leave you or ditch you, he was and is loyal for you. He is a one woman, man and you believe him so much. He is focused and ambitious man, he has beautiful smile and pretty eyes, he is charming and you couldn’t afford losing him. But is it ok, if he ignores you over other things because you know he is not flirting with any girl? If he tells you he is busy the whole day and don’t even have 2 minutes for you from 1440 minutes of his day, you are last in his priority list, he is disrespecting you and your decisions, your opinion doesn’t mean anything to him, he treats you the worst way.
It ain’t ok because that’s not worth it and you don’t deserve it. If he can’t treat you well, he has no rights to have you, just because he is not talking to someone else doesn’t give him right to ignore you. You are not meant to be treated this way, you gotta stand up and shout no to this. Because it Ain’t ok.
Today, I found myself smiling in the middle of the noon having a cup of decaf coffee in my hand at the city midway coffee house. I was looking far away in the distance didn’t sure what I was looking for? But sure, I was thinking about, you. I was thinking about the late-night calls where we used to discuss about our future like we had a clue! I was thinking about the silly names you gave me which I hated the most then but miss the most now. About our silly fights which used to start from the morning wish and used to drag them till 2 a.m. and after that we got to realize that no fight is bigger than our relation. The care we had for each other in our hearts that no words can explain, the love we shared that no song can describe, the kisses we had that even Cecelia Ahern can’t write about in her novels.
I know we lost it, we lost the love and interest in each other and I also know that we have moved on and we have different lives now. That we are not for each other and we are not going to cross each other’s paths ever. And I am not blaming you or me for this, whatever happened the truth is it happened. I know why we called it off, I know we couldn’t even stand next to each other or maybe we can’t now. But the one thing that we cannot change is that we were together and that we shared a lot of moments together and we made memories for life. I am not denying about the bad memories we had but I am not going to take them with me, I picked all the best ones, the ones which include our smile, our laughter, giggles, love and kisses. I am going to take them with me and I am going to keep them with me.
I miss the old we, the we before the rude ignorance and screaming and shouting, the we which couldn’t keep their hands off each other, the we which couldn’t fall asleep if didn’t hear the voice of one another and I definitely don’t miss you but I do miss our love and the “we” we made.I can’t change our present and future but I am not going to leave the best part of my past like this, so what if we are not together now but we hit it in past and it was beautiful and I will never let those moments fade away in my memory. I will keep them a live within me till the end of time.
She is sweet, she is nice
Sun is shining so bright
She is happy, she smiles
That’s her pride
She giggles, she laughs
That’s the only thing she has
This is the face she is showing to the world
But deep down she is broken and shattered with your words
She cries, she screams
She is broken indeed
She will standup and will move on
You will regret for being a moron
Heartbreak is like rain, it comes with lighting, thunder and darkness but when it’s over and you try to move on from it. you see the beautiful bright sun, the chirping of birds makes you realise that you are free to fly, the smell of wet mud soothes your soul, you feel confident and light.